The good news:
I guess.... is that it didn't hurt. The only thing that was uncomfortable was the speculum and the hard flat table I was laying on.
The bad news:
The test showed that both tubes are blocked. The smallest part of me feels relief, because at least I know why we haven't been so successful. The rest of me is terrified and heartbroken because I don't know what this means?
From the moment I made it to my car, I just balled. I can't stop. Now I am at work just trying to keep it together.
I assume everything went well and done correctly. I just can't believe this is happening. Does this mean IVF is my only option? Does this mean I have to have surgery? I just feel like I am being punished. Will I ever get a freakin' break?
My follow up appointment is Next Friday on the 18th. I will find out what the next step is then.
I just want to go home, get in the bed, and cry myself to sleep.
It's been a long time! Part 2
6 years ago